It was just past 7 o-clock at night. Jack was driving along the empty backstreets. His heart was pounding out of his chest, today's session was the most intense experience he ever encountered. The road ahead was straight and empty so Jack took the moment to reassess today's events.
"I don't think that's a good idea!" Jack exclaimed. He stood over Lily at her home.
She stood up to him from the couch. "What's wrong? You said it was the only-"
"I know full well what I said!" Jack barked back at her. "It was a bad idea, I never should have said that."
"Hang on." Lily reached out and grabbed his arm. "You said it's the only way to work out my feelings. Is that true?"
Jack sighed as he shooed Lily's hand away. "Even if that is true it's still a terrible idea. You're practically propositioning yourself."
"I am not prostituting myself to you dammit!" Lily shouted back. "This last week has been so crazy to me. False memories, transference, confused emotions; I have no idea what to feel anymore." A silence descended, for a few seconds the two just stood there.
Eventually Jack sighed and replied. "You can't do it. You shouldn't do it."
Lily moved closer to Jack. "But I need to know Jack." He knew she was right, Jack couldn't hide from the fact that the past week has changed Lily's life. However while everything she said was true he couldn't allow his errand thought to linger any longer, but that would mean breaking his moral code.
"Lily," Jack said. "You must not kiss me."
Lily grabbed a hold of his hands. "Why not?!"
"Because it would be wrong. Just wrong!" Jack tried to break away from Lily but she held on tighter with every jut and thrash. "Why aren't you letting go?"
"Because Jack," Lily was on the verge of breaking down and crying. "I think I love you." Tears began to stream down her delicate face. "And I need to know if you do to." Jack could see it in her eyes, he was hurting her. He was causing pain to the woman he loves - claimed to love. He couldn't bare to watch Lily disintegrate before his eyes, he had to make a difficult choice; uphold his integrity as a therapist or as a decent human being. Jack took just a brief moment to weight up his options, then he leaned into Lily's sweet lips and kissed her, stroking her neck after a few seconds. They felt it, a great sense to affection washed over each other. Separated by circumstance they were now revealing their true feelings to each other. Jack eventually broke away from from Lily, trembling in both fear and delight he was swimming in ambivalence.
Eventually Jack uttered "Oh Lily." He saw her expression change from utter sadness to joy, he could see she held a flame for Jack. "I have to go."
"What?!" Lily asked as he let go of her and began to move away. "Why Jack? What's wrong?"
"Lily," Jack replied back "I need to go home and work out how I feel about this. Lily, we shrinks don't fraternize with clients. It's a slippery slope."
As Jack turned his back walking to the door Lily ran up to him. "Don't tell me you didn't feel that!" Jack stopped but didn't turn to see her. "I know you felt it, the warmth between us. I could tell from the way you kissed me."
"Please Lily." Jack raised his hand behind to stop her. "Don't tempt me. I need to work out how I feel about you." As soon as he finished he continued forward to the door. Jack opened it and turned to see Lily walk up to him again. "I'll return tonight, I need to know if I can move forward." Jack sighed and turned back to leave the house.
"JACK!" Lily yelled out to him as she made her ways to the open door, watching Jack leave. She felt a pain in her chest, Lily groaned and clutched her heart, she fell to her knees on the floor. At the same time Jack just entered his car and he too felt the same pain stabbing his heart. He grunted and slumped over the wheel, he shrieked and held his chest. The two shared the same pain, the heartache of life tearing them apart in terrible fashion. Jack and Lily panted where they were, the searing pain debilitated them. After a few seconds Jack eventually regained his composure and started the car. Lily sobbed at the foot of the door, she heard the engine start and looked up to see the black car drive off. She stood up from where she was and whispered in the breeze "I love you Jack."
Or at least Jack believed that happened. He was one street away, his heart started to pound out of his chest, his breathing was heavy and laboured. He finally arrived back at Lily's house, the car pulled over and he turned the engine off. Jack just sat there, the headlights still on. His heart raced a million kilometers an hour, Jack thought so quickly her lost himself for a while. He steeled himself, switched the lights off and get out of the car.
With every step he took Jack became more and more anxious. His head was in another world, he tried desperately to reconcile his feelings with what he had always considered to be his morality; fidelity, integrity, honestly - basic honest-to-goodness trust. Now as he just about reached the door he was prepared to set everything straight. Jack reached the door and stood there for a while, paralyzed by fear and trepidation. He looked down and realized his hand was already just about at the door bell, he wasn't even thinking about it and he was already going to ring the bell. As soon as he realized this Jack took no time at all and pressed the button. He waited for a few seconds, Jack took the time to take off his glasses and clean the lenses. The door opened just as he finished, he put his glasses back on and was stunned to see Lily. "You look gorgeous." Jack uttered.
"You look handsome yourself." Lily replied back. She wore her most revealing and seductive dress yet; it didn't bother Jack that she wore her high heels this time. Lily wore the most beautiful dress, a simple black outfit with a plunging neckline. She wore the same diamond encrusted ruby necklace from yesterday, it also hung the same way, it rested gently between her nearly bare breasts. Jack couldn't believe how extraordinarily beautiful Lily was, he could even smell the intoxicating perfume she was wearing. He was totally entranced with her.
Jack snapped out of his daze and asserted himself. "Lily I've done a lot of thinking, and I've worked out how I feel about you. Can I come inside?"
"Of course." Lily stepped out of the way and let Jack in her house.
Jack wasted no time at all. "Okay, first of all I need to get this off my chest.-" Having walked past her he turned around to look into Lily's eyes. "Lily, I do love you. It turns out I've never stopped loving you. I thought I would after university, but I worked out something today." He clutched his heart but he wasn't in pain. "I sometimes get chest pains Lily. They seem to come about whenever I console anyone to consider divorce or when a relationship turns sour. Never at any other time. In this past week I've had several chest pains and I've had no idea why this was the case, but then I realized that they appeared every time I think about you." Jack began to slowly walk up to Lily. "Every time I think about you my heart would ache, how much I long to be with you. Somehow I associate a breakup or a divorce with us being apart." He stopped right next to her and sighed. "But I can't. Oh Lily I so wish for the day I can hold you in my arms and declare my love for you, but you love another man. You're in love with another man. I could never bring myself to ever steal a woman from someone, even if it was you." Jack sighed again, he looked down to see Lily's hands and held onto them. "But today Lily," he looked up to see her again "Today everything has changed, my desire for you is just too much to bare now. I need you." Jack's voice broke, he was barely able to keep himself together. "But I need you to answer two questions for me. Answer me honestly - truthfully - and then I can work out what to do." Lily slowly nodded to his query and Jack took a deep breath. "Alright. Firstly, do you still love your husband Russel?"
Lily looked away and took a moment to think, the past week had changed everything she felt about the people closest to her. She looked back at Jack and replied "No."
Jack gasped, he was triggered. It was the one condition he needed. "Not at all?" It was the only conceivable reason he would ever consider sleeping with a client.
"No." Lily shook her head.
Jack's heart was racing, he reconciled his morality. "Lily. Secondly,-" He gulped, his desire for Lily almost totally took control of his body. "Do you love me?" He was trembling with lust.
Lily leaned towards Jack and millimeters away from his lips she breathed "I love you Jack." She closed the gap and kissed him, the same sense of affection and desire surged between them. Jack let go of Lily's hands and reached up to hold her head and Lily grabbed Jack's waist, the two were so in love with each other they both clang to each other as if they were husband and wife. Jack leaned into Lily some more and kissed her passionately, his desire was boiling into lust. Lily was so flushed she radiated heat from her neck, nearly her entire face and neck were red with desire as she moaned.
After a moment of steamy passion Jack slowed down and leaned back, he released Lily's lips and his heart was thumping so hard he shook with nervous energy. "Lily," he whispered to the air, breathing very heavily "I think we should go upstairs."
Lily too was breathing so forcefully, she smiled and slyly she leaned into Jack's ear and whispered "Let's go to the bedroom." Somehow Jack's heart managed to beat even faster still, Jack was about to make love to the woman he long desired. The two quickly went upstairs to fulfill their cardinal pleasure.
Inside the bedroom the lights were off, the only light came from the open door into the hallway. The lovers entered the room and Lily switched on the light. Lily turned about to kiss Jack and said "I'll go get ready, make yourself comfortable." before she walked away. Jack sighed as she did so, he began to undress himself as he surveyed the space. The room was large and ornately decorated; the king bed dominated the space, the sky blue doona covered the bed sheets. A small bedside table parted the bed from the corner, on it the lamp watched over a pile of magazines sitting on the table. The window revealed a balcony outside for Lily to spend her free time painting, the easel was packed up and rested on the corner by the window, evidence of her mess over the week was just visible at night. Lily closed the curtains to provide privacy and then walked to one corner of the room, it was a door which led to the ensuite bathroom, a small inlet for Lily and Russel to freshen up at the start of the day. Beside the ensuite door the dresser was the most personalized object in the room, a tall mirror with hand carved curves and waves etched into and cut to shape, a flowing circular pattern bordered the mirror. On the dresser were pictures of Lily and Russel, a few photos of their time together in random parks. However the big feature of the dresser flanked the mirror, two of Lily's famous portraits hung over the dresser and next to each side of the mirror, a portrait of herself on one side and that of her husband Russel on the other. The two portraits looked at each other, Lily's innocent smile was cast towards her husband's rugged grin. He appeared comfortable, his hair a rusty orange, unshaven and aged, his eyes met his better half's portrait. The paintings were deliberately designed this way, the pictures faced the bed so that they greeted them as they woke up. Interesting. Jack thought to himself as his stared at the picture. Lil feels the need to remind herself she's in love with Russel. That's a very bad sign. Taking off his trousers he put his clothes off to one side of the dresser and quickly shut the door. Jack turned back around and walked over to the bed, he sat on the mattress and waited. In the brief moment he was still trying to convince himself it was a good thing he was about to sleep with Lily, his feelings may be reconciled but his strong sense of morality continued to wage war internally. After the moment the ensuite door opened and Lily came out, Jack didn't react at first but Lily roused his attention. "I'm ready." He turned around and was awestruck by the sight; Lily was totally naked, the light revealed her bare flesh. Her smile was not innocent anymore, it was cheeky, sly even; she was enticing Jack to have his way with her. The cold winter air made her skin pimply with goosebumps. Her breasts were round and perky, they were a very arousing sight, her nipples erect in winter's night. Her golden hair flowed all the way down her sexy, curvy body down to her alluring bottom - except she was facing him, he saw her womanhood staring back at him. Jack looked at Lily's naked body and could not stop thinking about all the dreams he had and the lust coursing through his veins. Jack slowly stood up and turned to her, he stared into her eyes and entranced by her natural beauty he walked up to Lily, he ran his hands over the sides of her bare chest and pulled her to his own naked body. He kissed her passionately, drinking deeply into her affections and gently caressing her soft skin, the sensations electrified them both. Lily wanted more, she pulled Jack closer to her body and felt the hair on his head as she continued to kiss him.
After several seconds of intense kissing Jack let go of Lily's lips and with laboured breath he finally said "You look beautiful."
Lily chuckled at the strangely timed remark and replied back "You're a handsome fella yourself. But I don't think we'll be needing this." Jack was confused as Lily ran her hands down the sides of his waist. Eventually she reached his boxer shorts he was still wearing, the one bit of clothing left between them.
Lily grabbed a hold on each side of the waistband and began to pull it down when Jack stopped her and softly said "Let me." He came between her hands and the garment and after gently prying her hands free of his underwear Jack pull down his boxers and revealed his manhood, his phallus fully erect and ready to make love. He pulled Lily close to him once again and kissed her some more, the heat of passion made Lily's neck flush and her face crimson. In unison they moved towards the bed; Lily turned around and Jack walked the lovers towards the mattress. They continued to kiss kiss each other as they reached the bed, Lily felt the edge on her legs and they stopped, still kissing for a second. Lily pulled away from Jack's lips and leaned back, he was stroking her neck as she moved backwards. She fell onto the bed and looked up at Jack's body; he wasn't a striking figure, in fact he was slightly overweight, the extra body fat hid his abs and muscle tone and his breast was not flat. Still he was a dashing and virile young man waiting to show Lily the depth of his love.
"Jack." Lily said through her heavy breathing, she wanted him so badly. She turned around and slowly crawled her way up the to bed to turn on the lamp. Jack ogled her behind the whole time. Lily looked back at him and continued. "Turn off the light and come to bed." Jack chuckled and quickly made his way to the light switch while Lily quickly climbed down and pulled the covers off to get into bed. He switched off the light and turned around to see Lily in bed and beckon to him. "Jack, make love to me." With a sly smirk Jack slowly waked over to the bed and climbed in, he sat over Lily with his hands holding her waist and with a nervous sigh her began to achieve his greatest wish.
"You know Lily." Jack said, staring into Lily's sapphire eyes "I've wanted to do this for ten years."
Lily laughed back. "Fuck me?"
"No no no." Jack leaned over and began to kiss Lily's neck, she laughed as he caressed her body and kissed her flushed neck. He lifted his head for a moment to finish his reply. "Making love to you." He inched up to Lily's face and kissed her some more. They were both starting to sweat, the taste of their kiss was slightly salty. For a moment they continued their passion, lustfully they kissed each other and held onto their now wet skin, then Jack began to rise over Lily and after a brief second his erect penis was just beyond her vagina. Breathing heavily and flushed with lust Jack slowly entered Lily.
"AH!" She felt his manhood enter her delicate organ slowly, Lily moaned and breathed the whole time he sheathed into her womb. "Hah! Hah." Her moans turned into a slight chuckle as Jack returned to kissing his lover. Slowly he began his lovemaking, he moved his hips and thrusted his desire. Every time he moved in any direction Lily moaned though the kiss. Jack was deep and sensual, he made love slowly so as to be gentle to Lily. The pleasure was building up in Lily's body, eventually she needed to breath. They let go of their lips and she screamed "AH!"
Jack grunted and moaned to his rhythm. "Oh. Ah! Oh. AAHH!" Occasionally letting out a shriek of delight.
Lily replied in kind. "Oh. Ah! Oh god! Oh! Ah." Her hands and arms were dangling by her sides, jutting backwards and forwards to his steamy passion. She reached up to hold Jack as he continued to make love, feeling his wet shoulders and arching back in motion. "Oh yes!" Lily breathed "Oh Jack! AH! That feels so good. Oh!"
Jack was kissing her neck some more as she moaned, he lifted his head and laughed as he panted. "Heh. Oh! Oh Lil. I love you. So much. Huh!" He then started to move faster, his mind surrendering to his desire for Lily. His lovemaking was beyond anything Lily experienced before; it was sheer unadulterated pleasure, it wasn't even painful. Not even the idea of infidelity crossed her mind, she simply received Jack's love and was elated by the sensations. Jack continued thrusting into Lily and with every jolt of energy they both felt a rising tension within each other slowly becoming greater and greater.
Lily's shouting became louder and quicker. "AH! OH! OH GOD! YES! UH!" Jack returned to kissing her flushed, dripping wet neck, he heightened her pleasure the more he kissed her tender flesh in the heat of passion. He then leaned forward and kissed her again, lips locked and bodies sweated as Jack moved even quicker than before. Lily continued to moan louder as she kissed Jack, she was getting close to releasing her energy. Jack was so overcome with his desires he didn't realize he was having sex with her so furiously. He could feel her pussy tightening more and more as he made love.
He quickly moved up and let go of Lily's lips to ask her "Are you alright? I'm not hurting you. Am I?"
Just as quickly Lily grabbed a hold of Jack's neck and pulled it to her, she dragged his head to her neck and shouted "No. AH! I'm fine. Just- AH! Just keep going!" Lily felt the tension in her womanhood ready to burst.
Jack could feel it too, he was about to shoot his essence into her. "I'm nearly there Lil! HA! I'm going t-"
"I know Jack. OH GOD! Just keep going!" Jack again increased his tempo, his was seconds away. The sensation, the sound, the smell, the heat, the motion; everything triggered him to spill his seed. He panted with great effort as he made love with such speed, he was making Lily ache with pleasure.
It was happening. Jack felt it. His voice began to crescendo. "AH AH OH I- I- AH A-" It happened, his penis splashed semen into her vagina and filled her up.
Lily also climaxed and screamed "HAH AH OH FUCK! AH AH AH AAHHH!" Her fluids ejected into her pussy, they both came into each other. Jack did it, he finally felt what it was like to make love to the woman he has always loved. Holding onto her waist and feeling the warmth of their bodily fluids inside her nether regions Jack panted, he rested on top of Lily and listened to her breathless moans. Jack reached out and held her neck once more, he kissed her once again. Even after coitus Jack still wanted to please Lily.
However a thought suddenly entered his mind, as he lay on top of Lily kissing her Jack started to chuckle and then laugh, he pulled away from her and sat up. Lily smiled at Jack's mirth and asked "What's so funny?"
He looked down at her and grinned, he was about to kill the mood. "I'm a monster Lil." Jack realized he was corrupted to the bone. Lily's smile sank and Jack decided to vent his disgust at himself, he started to weep. "I'm a terrible person. I go around fucking other men's wives and take advantage of vulnerable women like you. I thought I had morals and ethics, I thought I had integrity, but all I can think about is myself and how I want you." Jack became so distraught he lifted his left hand and rubbed his aching temple, trying to quell the raging thoughts in his mind. Lily became horrified at the sudden turn of events, she watched on as Jack fell to Earth. He turned around to fall on his back and beside his lover, he was panting and his face was a sight of horror and grief. "I always think about others Lily. I always try to help and consider my clients needs first. I never think about myself." Jack stared at the ceiling for a few seconds, working out why everything happened the way it did; the disturbing sex dream last week, the coffee with Taki, the visit, all the sessions, the sexual tension building. Eventually he turned to see Lily, the one constant in the whole entanglement. "What the fuck have I done?" In that instant Lily leaned in and kissed Jack herself, the action completely surprised him. Lily then stopped, she savored the blissful moment she made being close to Jack again. Slowly she learned back, giving herself enough room between them and then she quickly slapped Jack across the face. This strange act stunned him even more.
"Shut the fuck up!" Lily exclaimed, waving her finger at Jack. "Stop saying shit like that." Jack had not recovered from the earlier assault, he was stunned rigid. "You're not a terrible person Jack. You're not a monster."
"I must be." he replied "I stopped caring about Russel and started caring about myself."
"That's just it though. You didn't really care about him or you." Lily stared into Jack's walnut eyes as she finished her point. "You cared about me. You've always cared about me Jack, the whole time." She reached for his head and felt his tense flesh and unshaven face. Lily was the first to truly understand, so she explained everything. "That day Jack, the last day of high school. Do you remember it?"
Jack replied softly. "Of course."
"You turned on your music, you nearly bumped into me and we talked about the future. Uni and all that." Jack nodded along. "You wanted to ask me something and took a long time to ask." She paused to see Jack still nod. "You wanted to ask me out, didn't you?"
"Oh Lily." he groaned, reaching out to stroke her golden hair. "Of course I did. You were beautiful then and you're beautiful now."
Lily smiled and chuckled a bit at Jack's declaration. "I thought so. To be honest I could tell." He raised an eyebrow as she continued. "When we hugged each other I could feel your heartbeat." All of a sudden Jack grew wide-eyed and blushed. Lily grinned at his reaction. "It's okay Jack."
"It is?" he asked.
"Yep." She leaned in again very slowly and replied "My heart was racing too." He gasped at that last remark and before he had any ability to respond back Lily kissed him again with passion and intensity. Jack never realized it but he found his soulmate so long ago; the one person that was destined to be his best friend and his lover, the one who would partner with him in life's grand adventure of discovery, torn asunder by manipulation and distance. Lily stopped again and continued her speech. "You're not a bad person Jack. Actually you're the most generous person I know."
"In what way?" he asked.
"You were in love with me for a long time Jack. Ten years. Did you decide to be happy for me? That your happiness was my happiness?" He nodded in reply. "So for ten years you were happy for me, you saw me happy with Russel and that made you happy." Jack continued to nod. "See Jack, I think you gave me your happiness."
"I gave you my happiness?" he asked.
"I think you did. See I thought I was happy with Russel and that day was just a freak event, but now that I think about it I was only happy with Russel because he was there and you weren't. I got so much closer to him and you were just pushed aside." Lily began to stroke Jack's hair, she played with the curls of his black hair. "I was in love with Russel, but I wasn't happy." She paused, she just stared at Jack for a moment of two. His eyes were still watery but Jack stopped crying, Lily's revelations only now started to sink in. "We caught up at our wedding, I definitely remember you told me about happiness, and you know that really helped me settle my nerves. At the time I thought it was just the words, but it was seeing you again. Seeing you happy made me happy." Jack was gobsmacked, he was so surprised his bottom jaw opened and he looked like a speechless fool. "I looked to you to make me happy Jack. I just didn't realize that until now." She smiled as she continued. "And I saw your love life was actually pretty sad. Edna just kinda put up with you for a couple of years, and now Serena left you too. I can't help but think you had a pretty sad life. See, that's why I think you gave me your happiness. I felt so much happier because you were happy for me, at a cost to your own happiness." Lily then began to move, she held onto Jack's waist as she herself mounted on top of him. Her natural form towered over Jack, the pristine blonde beauty that lived in his dreams glistened from the sweat and the warm light. "You lived a life without real happiness for ten years Jack," She paused for a second as she kissed him and started to feel his tender flesh. "Don't you think you deserve just one day of pure happiness?"
Jack moaned and tried to think as Lily continued to ravish him. "Yes Lily, of course! Everyone deserves to experience happiness-" She kissed his neck and Jack was interrupted by his own self. "AH! But do you really think this is okay? To commit adultery and destroy a man's life."
"Jack," slowly Lily rose above him, she panted heavily and was waiting for the right time. "Russel's life has already ended, our love was based on a trick my brain pulled on me. My love for him was never real." She slid her hands down his sweaty body and his hot groin. Lily felt his penis, Jack was still fully aroused by her and she decided to take complete advantage of it. "The kindness and positivity I saw in Russel was actually from you." She then grabbed his hands and placed them onto her hips, they both began to breath more heavily as she rose up over his erect phallus. "Don't get me wrong; he is all of those things, Russel is kind and he does make me happy but thinking about it now it wasn't the same thing I thought it was." Then she slowly inched her way down his shaft. They both gasped and moaned as she forced herself down, Jack couldn't control his urge to twitch in pleasure, Lily felt him move inside her and she gasped in delight as her head rolled back. "Ah!" she sighed and tilted her head forward again, ready to make love once more. "Russel is kind, but you're generous. Russel is happy, but you're positive. That's what I felt in him before-" Lily leaned down and with Jack still holding her she rested on top of him, carrying his neck she whispered the rest into his ear. "And now what I feel in you."
Lily started to move, laying down she jutted her hips, running up and down Jack's shaft. They both shrieked and moaned as they had sex a second time tonight. Jack held onto Lily's firm and shapely rear end as he dragged her up and down, he excited himself and Lily with each pull. "Ah! Oh. AH! Yes! Oh!" Jack was more vocal now, his dream fulfilled he enjoyed the pleasure of his great love desiring his lovemaking. He wasn't afraid to tell the world he was in love with Lily, it wasn't taboo anymore.
She was equally louder. "Ah. Ah. AAH! Oh. Oh yeah! Ah." Lily lived out her dream with Jack, what was no more than a mutual respect transformed almost overnight into an intimate sexual affair. It wasn't that Lily sought to cheat or to find another man, it was that Lily's own emotions were suddenly taken from Russel and replaced into Jack, she felt exactly the same way as she did so beforehand. Nothing had changed, just the man she had intimate feelings for. Lily continued to ride Jack, the sound of skin slapping and fluids mixing was drowned out by the lovers breathing and moaning. Every time she moved Lily felt him inside her, she received intense pleasure and was enamored by his delicate touch. Jack continued to carry her, he dictated the tempo she was making love to him.
Then Jack started to grunt more and more heavily. "AH! UGH. AH. AAH! UGH. OH! GAH!" It took him a moment but he realized he began to thrust into Lily now, his loins ached for more of Lily's love. Between his moaning and breathing Jack laughed. "I want you. GAH! Lily. I don't- HAH! I don't care about your-" For some reason Jack chose this moment to pull down and kiss Lily's neck.
As he did she became much louder herself, the sensations she felt started to become too much to handle. "AH AH AH OOOOOHHHH! AH AH OH! YES! OH! YEAH!" Her senses began to overload.
Jack let go of her neck and released her, concluding his point. "Russel. YEAH! I love you! OOH! Too much. I need you Lil." He could feel it again, he was close to ejaculating.
As sweat dripped off her lips and her breasts Lily staggered a reply. "OH! I love you. AAH!! Too Jack. I- GAH! I want you! YES! I'm going to- CUM! Any minute now."
"So am I!" Jack shrieked back as he once again began to move quicker and thrust deeper into Lily. He felt her soft womanhood quiver and burn the more he made love. He felt that she was about to climax, Jack decided to thrust quicker and harder. He could feel the pressure rising again, he was about to cum into here again. Jack's heart pounded, he sweated through the bed sheets, he clang onto Lily's back, he burned as her had sex with Lily, he moaned with every single jut. Then he felt it. "AH AH YES! AAH! YES! FUCK YES YE- YE- AAAHHH!!" Jack spilled his seed a second time, semen thundered into Lily's vagina and filled her up.
She achieved orgasm at the same time once again. "OH! OH GOD! YES! YES! AH! YES! AAHH! AAAAHHHHH!!!" Lily too expelled her essence and it slowly spilled out of her, running down Jack's phallus. The pleasure was electric, Jack laid there frozen on the bed while Lily was paralyzed. She shuddered from climaxing and was trembling, she was barely able to remain above him. Eventually her hands gave way and she lightly fell onto Jack. They both panted for several seconds, both of them were totally out of energy, they needed to recuperate. Jack stared up at the ceiling, his blood rushed back to his head. He thought about the day and how everything lead to this moment in time, how just a simple visit turned into sex in a matter of days. It wasn't just sex, it was sex with Lily, the woman he always loved from afar. Jack could not believe he not only slept with her but it was exactly how he thought it would be. Lily on the other hand continued to breath past his neck, she laid on top of Jack and and she too needed time to recharge. She was thinking about all the time she lost being with Russel, how she could have had a better life with Jack. The experience left her questioning the very nature of her life up to this point. Eventually after she slowed down she turned her head to see Jack still looking up, she reached out to hes head and turned it to see her. Lily kissed Jack one last time, she was slow and gentle. She pulled back just enough to let go of his lips and staring into his eyes she whispered "How do you feel?"
With what little energy he had left Jack smiled and replied just as softly "Happy." Lily smiled back at him, she knew he wanted it as much as she did and she didn't regret it at all. She turned around and stretched out to the desk lamp, switching it off before returning to her lover's arms. She fell asleep immediately, Jack however took one last moment to reflect. He knew that Russel was the type of person that was aggressive and would fight for an injustice, undeniably a confrontation would ensue tomorrow when he is expected back from his work. Slowly Jack drifted off and slept knowing that today was the bast day of his life and that it was also very likely to be his last.